Trinity Sunday: A Rambunctious Interruption

Although I have pledged to rest from posting on this Blog until mid-ish June, I was overcome by a rush from the nearing solemn Feast and simply could not hold myself back; though I probably could have saved time here by just including a short-hand sum that encapsulates everything I write – OMG, the Cross.

Dominica Sanctissimae Trinitatis

O mes Trois! O my Three! These words, often spoken by Bl. Elizabeth of the Trinity, gesture in a very intimate and familiar way toward the supreme mystery of our faith, the deepest secret of God that was revealed in Jesus Christ. How blessed are we, O Christians, for God’s very nature has been made known to us! We should daily pray to never recall this mystery while remaining free from dizzying amazement.

Here comes Trinity Sunday — a post-Pentecost “dogmatic feast” meant to allow believers to linger in wondering awe over the “crater” left behind by the impact of God that we call “the paschal mystery;” the Christ-crash.

This man in the photo at the edge of a crater might be captioned: “What happened?”

Mary the Temple

The paschal mystery refers to the manner in which the One God and Father of Israel chose to reveal his compassionate Word and life-creating Spirit through whom and in whom he created all things. And we especially look to Mary, the New Eve conceived as the dawn of the new creation, as the one first blessed to hear of God’s Trinitarian secret. God whispered this mystery into the very ground of her being at the instant she came into existence in her mother’s womb, bathing her by his Spirit in the Blood of the Word yet to be conceived. In Mary, the heavens had begun to tear open that the torrential rain of God’s threefold mystery might be unleashed, through her heart-of-flesh, on all of creation made new first in her. In Mary the Father’s Word-made-flesh appeared as in a temple beneath the brightness of his Glory’s luminous Shadow.

In her womb, divine compassion was plunged into the mass of human suffering and divine life ambled along through the valley of the shadow of death that we might not be afraid.

Life Revealed on a Dead Tree

What’s most stunning to me in regard to this Feast is that God’s inner mystery of spoken-Word and breathed-Spirit is revealed most fully precisely in the tohu wa-bohu first found in Genesis 1:2; that chaotic, murky darkness of human travail where faith looks futile, hope appears hapless and love seems lifeless. On the Cross, the Word who hung the heavens, hangs; the Word, who breathed his Spirit of life into us “in the beginning” now gasps for breath as he dies at our hands; the Alpha and Omega, omnipotent All-Ruler, freely succumbs in pallid weakness to the brutality of his creation in order to manifest what is God’s absolute and supreme summit of power: compassionate, tender mercy. The boiling furnace of the Sun of Righteousness sheds on fallen man its healing rays.

The Father is revealed on the Cross as the One-who-hands-over-his-Beloved-Son-to-execution out of love for his enemies; the Son is revealed on the Cross as the Servant-who-freely-embraces-death-out-of-love-for-the-Lover-of-enemies; and the Spirit is revealed on the Cross as the Reconciling-Gift-of-Love-of-Father-and-Son out-poured on their enemies.

O Trinity, secret depth of threefold unity, you are finally made fully manifest in the Cross’ folly, appearing under the sign of love’s madness all the while hounding with intemperate love fallen mankind in order to ransom and redeem; to raise up and heal; to pardon and restore; to betroth and wed.

Or, as a missionary priest once told me after he had come to the U.S. from serving in Darfur during the bloody civil war: “The most powerful expression of faith I heard was by a man who lived in a village that had been brutally plundered by raiders. He said, when he saw my crucifix, ‘There! There is a God I can worship.’”

It is unquestionably true that we Christians dare only invoke God’s thrice-holy Name by signing our bodies by that ghastly and glorious sign that They themselves chose to be known by.

In hoc signo vinces, omnia vincit amor.

Remember that whenever you proudly make that sign.

In the Name of the Father and of the Son and of the Holy Spirit. Amen.

And when you profess the Creed this Sunday, do it with a new reverence and gratitude. If you wish to practice, join Richard Rice by clicking here.

Blog Sabbath, Deo gratias!

Dear Nealobstat Readers:

Periodically I have to take a break from my blog writing to attend to the myriad details that assail me. And periodically I have to give your Inbox a rest!

It’s time, and this time it may be a while.

I hope to resume sometime in the summer.

Let us pray for one another.

I am genuinely amazed, deeply grateful and exceedingly humbled to know that anyone reads what I write and benefits from it in their faith life. Deo gratias!

I have loved writing this Blog and engaging in exchanges with so many extraordinary people of faith. Nealobstat has become for me over the last couple of years a sort of Jeremiah 20:9 experience, so I will have to see what happens over the next weeks as I transition to other forms of writing on into the summer (I am hoping a book and an article).

I will leave you (1) with my personal favorite blog post out of the 601 (click here) and (2) with a quote that sums up in brief the very soul of everything I am trying to say in all I write about Christ and his life-giving Cross. And maybe you’ll say: you could have saved yourself a lot of time by leaving it at this!

For true love is inexhaustible; the more you give, the more you have. And if you go to draw at the true fountainhead, the more water you draw, the more abundant is its flow.
– Antoine de Saint-Exupery

Christ is Risen! Alleluia!

Every Easter I like to re-post this jubilant middle eastern outpouring of flash-mob Paschal joy (in Arabic/Greek).

This is the text they sing:

Arabic: Al-Masih qam minbain’il-amwat, wa wati al mowt bil mowt, wa wahab’l hayah lil ladhina fi’l qubur

Greek: Christos anesti ek nekron,
thanato thanaton patisas,
ke tis en tis mnimasin,
zoin charisamenos!

Christ is risen from the dead,
Trampling down death by death,
And upon those in the tombs
Bestowing life!

Sabbath Hell

Today marks the 600th post on this Blog since I began writing ~2010, and I can think of no better feast for it than this day of darkness, silence, and hope…

…descendit ad inferos…

It is Christ’s final act of obedience towards his Father that he descends into hell, … the place where God is absent … It is filled with the reality of all the world’s godlessness with the sum of the world’s sin; therefore, with precisely all that from which the Crucified has freed the world. In hell he encounters his own work of salvation not in Easter triumph, but in the uttermost night of obedience, truly the “obedience of a corpse.” While bereft of any spiritual light emanating from the Father, in sheer obedience, he must seek the Father where he cannot find him under any circumstance. Hell seen in this way, is, in its final possibility, a Trinitarian event.

– Hans Urs von Balthsar

Good Friday

Today is the day when speech turns to silence for solace, to awe for attitude, to bewilderment for perspective, to mourning for sentiment and to lament for prayer. On this day, as the Victimae Paschali Laudes says it, “Death and Life fought bitterly.”

It’s a day when the sun darkens, the earth quakes and the angels, beholding the slaying of God by humanity, “tremble as they gaze.” Today sin finally carried out the exigencies of its malevolent logic: God must die if man is to finally and fully contravene His will.

Atheist philosopher Friedrich Nietzsche, though with a meaning other than that given by the gift of faith, gave fearless voice to the stark and ghastly truth of this day’s mystery:

God is dead. God remains dead. And we have killed him. How shall we comfort ourselves, the murderers of all murderers? What was holiest and mightiest of all that the world has yet owned has bled to death under our knives: who will wipe this blood off us? What water is there for us to clean ourselves? What festivals of atonement, what sacred games shall we have to invent? Is not the greatness of this deed too great for us?

But as the Triduum is a whole 3-in-1, nihilism and despair do not prevail. Why? The God we have slain is an immortal abyss of mercy, and our unspeakable crime avails God of the opportunity to unleash not the raging fury of avenging justice but the quiet zephyr of reconciling love. O felix culpa!

Stupefying.

Christ-Wood

This weekend my family and I have the privilege of keeping in our care a relic of the True Cross that a friend graciously shared with us. As I knelt on the floor in front of it last night, I just couldn’t wrap my head around its reality and significance. As I sit quietly present, I can hear in my head my wife singing this haunting text:

Ecce lignum crucis, in quo salus mundi pependit.
Venite adoremus.
Behold the wood of the cross on which hung the Savior of the world.
Come let us adore.

I feel I cannot sufficiently dispose my heart with worthy wonder and awe. The tiny splinters of that hallowed Christ-soaked wood, alone in all of inanimate creation in commanding of the very worship due to God, captivate my entire imagination. Those splinters are the foundation of the New Creation. Stat crux, the unshakable Cross.

Today

I can think of no finer meditation today than an Orthodox antiphon for Holy Thursday night, Today is Suspended. Here I include both the text and a haunting chanting of that text:

Today is suspended upon the Tree, He who suspended the land upon waters.
Today is suspended upon the Tree, He who suspended the land upon waters.
Today is suspended upon the Tree, He who suspended the land upon waters.

A crown of thorns crowns Him, who is the King of the angels.
He is wrapped in the purple robe of mockery, who wraps the heavens with clouds.
He receives smitings, who freed Adam in the Jordan.
He is tranfixed with nails, Who is the Son of the Virgin.

We worship Thy passion, O Christ.
We worship Thy passion, O Christ.
We worship Thy passion, O Christ.
Show us also Thy glorious resurrection!

Triduum: Days of Compassion

Some scattered Triduum thoughts…

As we enter these Three Days of awe and wonder, I have been taken up, as all of Christians should, with reflecting on the wonder of the Paschal Mystery — that mysterious Passover of Christ from death to life.

Holy Week always thrusts me (us!) into a disorienting confrontation with the Cross as the event that dirties God, sinking him into the messy muck of human existence and infusing into that muck a surprising beauty.

Dark Light

Christ, once transfigured in glorious splendor on Tabor is disfigured on Golgotha. What seems at first glance to be an irredeemable admixture of pure divine Light with diabolical darkness, an unfortunate interruption of God’s progressive triumph over a fallen world that must be quickly transcended and forgotten, becomes the very epicenter of our memory of God’s most wonderful work. Every liturgical nanosecond of these Three Days is an unveiling of measureless mercy, a revealing of God’s prodigal desire to come down and take up the history of our human misery into his own existence, bleeding with our wounds and suffering from our blows.

And though it is “right and just” to assert that God-in-Christ descended thus in order to redeem and liberate us from the oppression of sin and the terrors of death, it is equally necessary to pause in silent gratitude — just be still — before we leap in joy toward the glorious, chain-breaking Resurrection. Pause and peer into God’s longing desire to wholly identify with our sorrows, to bear in our flesh the overwhelming weight of our ancient oppression. Emmanuel is truly Compassion-with-us.

A Feast in the Presence of Thine Enemies

That reflection turns my heart at once toward the holy Eucharist, that supreme Gift that was instituted by Christ as his compassionate consent to being slain by his own creation.

Christ is God “given up” and “poured out.”

In the holy Eucharist, Christ shares with us whole Passover mystery, the entire substance of divine condescending compassion.

Still Wine

The other day, as I was about to drink from the Chalice at Mass, I paused for a moment and, as I looked at the consecrated Wine, it struck me forcefully that this very still and serene Drink contained within the raging storm of the divine-human drama; the drama of Love embracing the enemy, of Mercy embracing misery, of Wealth bearing poverty, of Communion suffering abandonment, of Purity risking filth, of Joy knowing sorrow, of Life obeying death.

And then I thought, after I had consumed: all who dare to draw near and drink this Blood must be prepared to be metabolized, to be broken in the heart of a divine storm that rages unceasingly in the deepest core of our holy-holy-holy God. And we daring souls who, in saying “Amen” before we consume, trustingly consent to be thus metabolized and re-created are ever-more made capable of unleashing God’s peaceful Christ-storm into our war-weary world.

Basta!

I have let my words run wild. Let me return to sobriety and allow Bl. Teresa of Calcutta, doer of God’s compassion, to say it with greater simplicity:

And I believe that great love must begin in our own home first in our own heart in our own home; my next door neighbor; in the street I live; and in the town I live; and in the world because only then he will be able to spread the meaning of Eucharist. [The] meaning of Eucharist is “understanding love.” Christ understood that we have a terrible hunger for God. He understood that we have been created to love and so he made himself a bread of life . . .[we] must eat and drink [in the Eucharist] the goodness of the love of Christ of his understanding love; he also wants to give us a means, a chance to put our love for him in a living action; he makes himself the hungry not only for bread, but for love; he makes himself the naked one not only for a piece of cloth, but for that understanding love that dignity, human dignity; he makes himself the homeless one not only for a piece of a small room, but for that deep sincere love of one another and this is Eucharist, this is Jesus the living bread that he has come to break with you and with me.

Is this *ideal spiel* real?

This is the week that those who have long journeyed in RCIA finally reach the great Sacraments of Initiation  Font, the Fire and the Feast. My years working with the RCIA in Tallahassee and Iowa were some of the most rewarding as those candidates and catechumens offer to the rest of us more or less sleepy Catholics a wake-up call, challenging us to value what we have received.

A woman I walked with through the RCIA process in the late 1990s once said to me the Thursday after she entered into the Catholic Church at the Easter Vigil:

You know what the greatest gift you…we…Catholics can provide to help inspire us to evangelize? Having communities of faith that really look like the beautiful vision of faith we learned about in this last year. I mean, it’s so beautiful! The idea is that when ‘outsiders’ like me first show up knocking on the parish door, calling the parish office or coming to Mass with someone who’s Catholic who invited us to come, it’ll feel appealing and inviting. What grabbed me here at this parish was when I came to Mass with my Catholic neighbor — who was really devoted — was that the people at Mass all looked really convinced, engaged. They sang, responded, and after Mass someone my friend introduced me to even told me he’d pray for me; and told me how awesome it was to be Catholic.

In the future, when I start to take the risk to witness to my new-found faith and I try to invite someone to ‘come and see’ my faith-in-action at the parish, I really want to be proud of what they will find when they come to visit my faith community. I want them to meet people who are proud to be Catholic, happy to be Catholic and love to live Catholic. Who love Jesus and Mary and the saints and the Mass and all that. Who want to make a difference in the world. I want them to meet Jesus here like I did.

Just two Saturdays ago I heard a lecture by a Maryknoll priest at the seminary who gave a striking description of ‘the model parish’ that he heard when he lived in El Salvador: “For those who wish to love God and neighbor, you have a home here.”

Ambassadors of Christ

Evangelizing parishes like my RCIA acquaintance described can be very creative in their approach. I know a priest who preached this message in his homily to his parishioners on Palm Sunday:

Next week we have a rare opportunity: our Church will be filled with seekers who are looking for Jesus. When the Christmas-and-Easter-Only Catholics, or non-Catholics show up at our Church on Easter let’s make them feel like they are welcome here; let’s show them that God is here; let’s invite them to encounter Christ. Show them your faith in your heartfelt prayer, in your reverence, in your joy and your welcoming smile. Strike up a conversation in the parking lot or parish hall with someone you don’t recognize; make them feel welcome; share with them your faith as a Catholic in the Risen Christ; and if they’re alienated or unaffiliated, invite them in to come and see. To come to our RCIA Inquiry classes. See in your pew a pamphlet with all we offer in our parish, what they can connect with — faith formation, service, spiritual enrichment, sacramental confession. Give them something concrete and specific. Make sure they take the book with them [Matthew Kelly's Rediscover Catholicism]

And when I share with those present, just before holy Communion, that only Catholics in a state of grace should receive the Eucharist, let’s help them discover why that should make them not feel shunned or excluded, but rather awaken them to the hunger they have for Jesus, for the Bread of Life; for reconciliation. Why are you sad you cannot receive?  Because you are hungry for full communion in faith with us? We’re sad too; we grieve.

Pray for this to happen next week, brothers and sisters; and before, during and after Mass, witness to that by the way you act and talk!

Martyrs

That’s a brilliant strategy. It not only challenges Catholics to own their irreplaceable role as living witnesses of the faith, but it encourages them to deepen their appreciation of the the divine Gifts they have been given by God. We believe in a faith professed and handed on by martyrs, and we need daily pray to have the same courageous passion they did if we are to prove worthy stewards of so great a treasure.  I’ll end with a well known story to highlight this point.

In Abitene, a small village in present-day Tunisia, 49 Christians were taken by surprise one Sunday in the year 304 A.D. while they were celebrating the Eucharist, gathered in the house of Octavius Felix, thereby defying the imperial prohibitions. They were arrested and taken to Carthage to be interrogated by the Proconsul Anulinus.

Significant among other things is the answer a certain Emeritus gave to the Proconsul who asked him why on earth they had disobeyed the Emperor’s severe orders. He replied:

“Sine dominico non possumus”: that is, we cannot live without joining together on Sunday to celebrate the Eucharist. We would lack the strength to face our daily problems and not to succumb.